Love As Though You've Never Been Hurt.

4foot7sunshine:

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legitness:

speakoutmissy:

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dopetasticson:

Stayin up all night talking to that someone. Asking that what are you doing question every five minutes. Just hearin the other person breathe when it’s quiet. Playing 21 questions & sharing secrets. Ah, i miss that.

And even when you know you’re tired as hell, but you don’t want to get off the phone so you fall asleep hoping the other one falls asleep too — are you tired? do you want me to let you go? just lemme know & they reply nooo it’s okay, i’m not tired, but you can hear it in their voice. Haha. Oh & especially when the word baby comes into play & you just automatically get those butterflies in your tummy when they call you that.

Hmm. I honestly think that’s the best part of a relationship ever — the start. Because you’re happy as fuck. There’s no fighting, just flat out happiness.

*sigh. I wish every relationship stayed like that. But fuck, they can’t. You can try, but you know things will change. Afterall, they’re all stages.

.. i’m in need of that stage right nooow =\

ohhh shit. This guy knows.

 Dude that shit is the best ♥

New beginnings, fresh starts, life seems to be going well so far. Eveything’s changing for the better in my life, 2010 has been good to me (it’s only four days in but hey, looks like smooth sailing).

‘09 was def. a life changing year for me. I made so many friends that year, people whom have changed me for the better, have helped me through the worst of times & I’m really thankful for it. Amanda, Jan, Deanna, & Michael are by far the four people that have deeply affected me (all in different ways of course). You guys have a special place in my ♥ that no one could ever replace. I can only smile & look forward to the new memories I will make with each of you this year. (: Speaking of meeting new people, there’s someone that I met in ‘09 that I will never forget. & I wouldn’t have it any other way. Although we’re not on speaking terms yet, I hope in time we could become as close as we use to be. I’m not implying that we should have what we did, but just the whole talking & knowing what’s going on in each other’s lives would be nice. I still care a lot about you & you still mean the world to me, but just not in that sense anymore. I’ve come to terms with everything & I accept that it’ll probably never happen again. & I’m perfectly fine with that. I just want you in my life & I want to be in yours. You’re one of the nicest guys I know & I don’t want to lose that. Just keep that in mind. Like I told you time & time again last year, I will always love you ♥

Speaking of L-O-V-E, I’ve found someone that has captured my ♥. He’s a sweetie & he’s cute! I would write more about how awesome he is but I’d go on forever about it. (: Plus I like keeping him a mystery! Haha Just know that he makes me (:

Christmas ‘09 was awesome too, I got a lot of video games this year (AC2, COD: MW2, MUA2, L4D 1 & 2, BL, & X-Men Origins: Wolverine) along with a new camera, video recorder, perfume, giftcards, and much more. It’s safe to say that I was spoiled this year :D Thanks everyone for the gifts, it meant a lot to me! Ish took me up to Sign Hill on Christmas Eve & stayed until 12:00am to wish me a Merry Christmas. It was absolutely beautiful ♥, I couldn’t have had a better Christmas Eve so I was happy I spent it with him.

New Years I spent with my family & Ish again. We went out bowling at Serra Bowl until 1:00am, really nice to spend some quality time with the family since I pretty much worked the entire break. It paid off though, my college fund is getting pretty high so I’m happy. (:

I don’t have much more to say so I’ll end it here. Take care loves ♥

xoxo (:

Been on here forever. How sad :/